Dripping Steaming Hot Blood On A Ice Cold Black Rose

why do people always decide to live a lie ?? i dont understand sometimes why do people say things they dont mean ? why do people do things they dont wanna do ? this has been on my mind for a long period of time everytime i get beaten up or strangeled or thrown on the floor this always comes on my mind ! i wish i can think normal atm and not have to put up with getting beaten up or thrown on the floor people do these things to me because they are living this lie and they are really lieing to themselves i dont understand sometimes

WHY DO PEOPLE FUCKING LIVE THIS FUCKING DIRTY LITTLE LIE !!?!?!?