Dripping Steaming Hot Blood On A Ice Cold Black Rose

Fuck people who think they can treat you like shit.

Fuck people who think they are better than everyone else.

Fuck people who think that everything revolves around them.

Fuck people who think they own everything.

Fuck all the assholes out there thinking they can harm poor innocent young girls.

Fuck all the people who think they can just push people around.

Fuck all the assholes who look down on people just because they have more money.

Fuck all the people out there who look down on people trying to make the earth a safer place

Fuck the war in iraq. Do we even have a reason for it?

And most importantly, fuck the people who treat other like shit.

The next morning came and Rose woke up noticing Gerard holding her in the bed slowly stroking her arm. “Morning honey.” She quietly said while turning to face him. “Morning baby.” He said to her before touching her lips with his. They were lying in bed together for about 10 minutes talking about them and when the baby comes, then Rose ran to the bathroom to puke.

Gerard stood outside the bathroom because he wanted to make sure everything was okay, and he was desperate to pee. After about 5 minutes of puking up, Rose managed to get out the bathroom and manage her way to the living room. Meanwhile, Gerard got into the bathroom and let out what he needed to. Then when he got to the sink, not only did he find the pregnancy test under the sink, he found a razorblade. A small razorblade that stained his hand with blood. He put the pregnancy test in his short’s pocket with the bloody razor that he wrapped around with tissue and walked out the bathroom to go to Rose who was in the living room watching TV.  “Hey honey.” She said to him as he sat next to her putting his arm around her. “Hey babe.” Gerard said to her.

While they both sat there watching some weird comedy, Gerard kept looking at Rose’s arms. He looked at the arm she was holding he first looked at her tattoo. He saw tattoo of rose thrones as he looked down. Then he spotted blood on her arm with cuts. “Honey, we need to really talk okay?” Gerard told her facing her and holding her hands. She tried to cover the scars but she just couldn’t hide them from Gerard.

He looked up her arm only to see even more than he expected. “Honey what are these marks for? Please tell me.” Gerard told her in a soothing voice. It only made her cry her eyes out. “Gerard I’m sorry! I’m sorry!” She cried out to him and Gerard just grabbed her in a hug. “Baby its okay, whatever it is, you can tell me.” He said to her while stroking her. Then he let go of Rose. “Baby you need to tell me. I can’t let this hurt you anymore.” He told her looking straight in her eyes. “Matt has done this to me…” She told him with tears flowing out her eyes. “Baby you don’t have to worry about him anymore okay, he has gone. He is locked up in prison. He can’t hurt you anymore.” Gerard told her. “He will be put away for a very long time on Friday, and he won’t be able to touch you anymore and if he does, I will kill him. I can’t and I won’t let him hurt the woman I love.” Gerard then just crashed his mouth with hers. He held her so tightly around her waist. Rose then just swung her bloody arms around his neck. They didn’t want this kiss to end. He pushed Rose back on the sofa gently so he was lying in between her legs while kissing her. Rose felt her wounds brush against each other and she let out a sigh of pain. Gerard pulled away “Babe you need to clean them.” He told her and got up from the position they was in and went to the bathroom to get some bandages and medical disinfectant.

 He came back down from the bathroom to go to sort out Rose’s wounds. He sat in front of Rose and held her arms. “Baby this is gonna sting okay?” Gerard told her and he put the soaked cotton bud of disinfectant on her wrists and cleaned off the blood. “Ssss….” She hissed in pain. Gerard looked up at her and carried on cleaning up her wounds. He put the last bandage on her arm and kissed it. “Baby can you promise me you won’t do this again? For me? For our baby?” He asked her looking in her eyes. Rose nodded and kissed Gerard on his lips. Gerard got off the floor and held her on the sofa, “I love you Gerard.” Rose whispered in Gerard’s ear. “I love you too” He told her. “And I love this one here.” He said touching Rose’s tummy. Then they both fell asleep.

3 hours later…

 Rose was awakened by loud footsteps coming from the kitchen. Rose realised it couldn’t of been Gerard because he was laying on the sofa with her. Then she just heard a great big BANG! She ran to the kitchen and saw no one other but her brother. “Zacky!? What the hell are you doing here?” She squealed as Zacky grabbed her into a hug. “I came to see my little sister. Why else?” He told her. “But how did you find me?” She asked him confused. “I saw Gaby back in London and she told me.” He told her. “Anyway what the hell has been going on sis?” He asked her concerned. “Why are your arms wrapped in bandages? Please don’t tell me you’ve haven’t…”  “Who is this honey?” Gerard asked Rose in confusion as he walked into the kitchen. “Gerard, this is my brother Zacky, Zacky, this is my fiancé.” She told Gerard and Zacky. “You are dating him?” Zacky asked her. He obviously knew who Gerard was.  “Yeah… we are getting married.” She told Zacky. “But what happened to Matt sis?” Zacky asked Rose. “He is in prison. That’s why I moved here. To get away from him. Zacky I just couldn’t let him hit me anymore” She said with tears falling down her cheek. “What the fuck?! He hit you?!” Zacky screamed. “Aww sis….” Then he grabbed Rose into a hug.

Zacky let go of Rose after about a minute of hugging her. “So why the fuck are your arms in bandages sis?” Zacky asked her as he sat down by the kitchen table. Rose and Gerard sat down next to each other after. “Gerard put them there…” She told Zacky. “What?! You didn’t.., I swear to god if you have hurt my little sister!!?” Zacky screamed getting ready to punch Gerard. “Zacky calm down okay? Gerard was the one that clean them up. I did them to myself.” She told Zacky calming him down. “Why sis? Why again?” He asked her upset. “I thought we got though all this.” “I was just angry at myself for letting Matt do this to me.” Rose said. “I’m not going to again though, for Gerard and for the baby, and for myself, I can’t let Matt get to me anymore.” “Wait a second!” Zacky shouted. “What fucking baby?” “Mine and Gerard’s baby, I’m pregnant.” She told Zacky. “What?!” Zacky shouted. “You can’t be! Not after you had a miscarriage. They said you couldn’t be! Me and Mom was even with you when they said it!” Zacky shouted out. He was confused. Zacky looked at his little sister grabbing Gerard’s hand. “Is it what you want sis?” He asked Rose. “Yeah it is Zack” She told him. “For once I can finally be happy and not have to put up with getting raped or beaten.” “Well then sis, I can’t be nothing but happy for you.” Zacky told Rose while grabbing her into a hug.

 After a while of Rose, Gerard and Zacky talking about the baby, Zacky then got up and asked “Sis, look I got no place to go at the moment. Can I crash here?” “Why did you even ask? I’m your sister for fucks sake!” Rose told him. “Of course you can. You can crash in the spare room.” “Thanks sis. I love you!” Zacky said while grabbing her into a hug. “I love you too bro.” Rose replied and Zacky went up to the spare room. 

“Wow, your brother seems…protective.” Gerard said to Rose. “Yeah he has always been like that towards me. He doesn’t like me getting hurt.” Rose told him. “Right well I put all my stuff in the spare room.” Zacky said walking back in the kitchen “Well I better clean up.” Rose said as she got up. “Baby, let me okay? You are doing too much.” Gerard insisted she doesn’t “Gerard, its okay. Honestly, you two boys get talking.” Rose told them and went to the front room to tidy up were Gerard and Rose had breakfast.

“You want some coffee Zacky?” Gerard offered as he was gonna get some for himself. “Yeah, thanks.” Zacky replied and Gerard got up and got some coffee. “You take milk and sugar?” Gerard asked Zacky. “Yeah just milk thanks.” Zacky told him. “So you and Rose are…engaged?” “Yeah, we haven’t known each other long but I fucking love her man.” Gerard told Zacky as he gave him his coffee. “Gerard honey! Do you mind if I wore your Nightmare before Christmas T-shirt to clean up?” Rose called out. “Yeah sure honey.” He replied back to her. “So…just out of curiosity, how long have you been together?” Zacky asked him while drinking up his coffee. “Not that long, about 2 or 3 months.” Gerard told him. “Wow,” Zacky said. “But I love her.” Gerard said.

They were talking about Rose for about 10 minutes then Zacky wanted to be the protective brother and told Gerard what he would do if Gerard ever layed a finger on Rose. “Listen Zack, I won’t ever lay a finger on her. I love her. I would never!” Gerard told him. “Look, my sister has been through so much shit with past boyfriends. I really don’t need her running off to a different country again because she fucking scared of the man that is meant to love her.” Zacky told Gerard. “And now Rose looks really happy with you and you seemed to have won her heart. And if you fuck it up, I’m fucking after you.” Zacky warned him. “Zacky that won’t ever happen! I swear of it! I love her too much, I mean, we are getting married!” Gerard told him firmly. “I know but if you fu...”

“So what are you two boys talking about? Rose asked cutting Zacky off. “Oh nothing honey, just random chit chat.” Gerard said trying to convince Rose that they wasn’t talking about her. “You lot weren’t talking about me be any chance was you?” Rose said. She thought that something wasn’t right with Gerard. “No sis, we was just… talking about some music bands.” Zacky said using his poker face. “O...kay... I will just finish up.” Rose said and went back into the sitting room. “And Gerard, I mean everything I say when it comes to my little sister.” Zacky warned him. “I know and I will never hurt her.” Gerard told him.

2 Months later….

It was time for trial for Matt. Rose really didn’t want to go for two reasons. She didn’t want to see him; it will only make her more upset than she is because of what happened and she was also feeling really sick. She had been throwing up all morning. She thought it must have been a bad sandwich she ate yesterday. Gerard and the band stayed in Manhattan for the trial since Gerard was a witness and he wanted to hold Rose’s hand.

 Frank was out of hospital after about 2 weeks and he stayed at Kim’s house since he didn’t like to be in the hotel. Frank didn’t really want anything to do with the trial. But he wanted to see Matt locked away after what he did to him, Kim and how he treated Rose. And he had to go, since it was him that Matt attacked.

Gerard stayed at Rose’s house since the accident just to make sure she was okay. She was really messed up. “You ready honey?” Gerard asked Rose as she was in the bathroom. “Yeah, I be out in a sec baby.” Rose said. Since Rose has been quite sick and she missed two periods, she decided to take a pregnancy test, just to be on the safe side. She didn’t think she couldn’t get pregnant again since what happened with her miscarriage. She sat there for two minutes to see the test come up negative. But it didn’t, it was positive. Rose didn’t know how to react.  She didn’t know whether to be happy that she is carrying the man she love’s child, or whether to be sad. She was so mixed up since these last to months. She felt tears fall down her face but she couldn’t hold them back. She was on the bathroom floor crying her eyes out. “Rose honey what’s wrong? Are you okay in there?” Gerard asked her worriedly by the door. Rose didn’t want Gerard to know about the pregnancy yet so she hid the pregnancy test behind the sink and opened the door. Gerard saw her tears and held her and told her that everything was gonna be okay. She just nodded into his chest and held him. They stood there holding each other for 5 minutes. Rose didn’t want to let go of him. “Honey we got to go now okay?” Gerard let go and held her hands. Rose just nodded as Gerard wiped the tears away from her face. They heard a car horn going off since Kim and Frank, and the rest of the band came to pick them up. So they fixed themselves up and got in the car.

When they got to the courtroom, Rose pulled Kim into the toilets. “Rose, what’s going on? Is everything okay?” Kim asked looking at Rose since she didn’t look her best. “I don’t know what to do anymore…” Then she burst into tears. “What do you mean?” Kim asked her while holding her in a hug. “I’m pregnant…” Rose said. Kim just looked at her. “Are you sure?” she asked Rose. “Well the test was positive.” She babbled. “Does Gerard know?” Kim asked her. “I couldn’t tell him. I don’t even know if I want it, I’m sure Gerard doesn’t want a kid, not with me anyway.” Rose just said, “Why not with you Rose? He loves you don’t he?” Kim said looking straight into Rose’s eyes. “The trial is gonna start in a sec, Gerard needs you. He loves you for god sake! You know how many times he has said that when he was at mine?” “Really?” She asked wiping the tears away. “Yes, lets get in there okay? Everything is gonna be okay.” Kim said and helped Rose sort her make-up out.

Rose and Kim walked in the courtroom and sat next to Frank and Gerard. They all saw Matt walk in. Matt just looked up at Rose. Hoping she can forgive him, but Rose just looked at him with nothing but hate and turn around to hold Gerard’s hand.

“Mathew Shadows you have been arrested and charged with GBH and assault. How do you plead?” The judge asked him. “Guilty your honour…” Matt said knowing that Rose really hates him. So he thought to himself. “I might as well be locked up after the way I treated her”. “Since you plead guilty, I have no option but to hold you in custody until your sentence has been confirmed.” The judge said looking at him. “Court is adjourned until the 6^th of January.” And the judge hit the wood with his mallet.

Everyone walked out the courtroom smiling. They were all happy that Matt pleaded guilty, and decided to have a celebratory meal. Rose was still mixed up about the pregnancy. She was confused on whether to tell Gerard or not. “Kim can I talk to you for a sec?” Rose asked Kim and got her in a corner. “What’s up Rosie?” Kim asked her looking concerned. “I don’t know whether to tell him or not Kim. It’s just too hard.” Rose said trying not to cry. “Honey its okay, look, come to dinner and we will both tell him then okay?” Kim said to her while hugging Rose. “Kim, I don’t know what I would do without you, thank you” Rose said in the hug.

Meanwhile, Gerard and Frank were both in the car talking about Rose.

“I just don’t know how she will react to it Frank, should I?” Gerard asked Frank desperate for an answer. “Gerard, you love her don’t you?” Frank said to Gerard. “Of course I do Frank, but with all that’s gone on now, I just don’t know how she will react.” Gerard said holding head up. “I just don’t know Frank.” Gerard said while Frank patted him on the shoulder. “Look we will go to dinner now, and if you really want to, do it. Frank said to him.

After a while of talking, Kim and Rose got in the car and they all drove off. They were all happy and talking about who could win out of a fight. “Mikey, no offence but I reckon Gerard would kick your ass.” Rose said laughing. “Okay, probably... Gerard is a little stronger than me,” Mikey laughed out. “But that’s only ‘cause he is older!”

As soon as they got to the restaurant, they all order a drink. “Yeah can I just have a beer?” Frank ordered to the waiter. “Just a red wine for me please” Kim asked the waiter as he wrote it down. Mikey, Bob and Ray just ordered a beer like Frank. “And miss, what will you be having?” The waiter asked looking at Rose. “Just a fizzy orange juice for me please.” She said. “Why don’t you have a proper drink? Celebrate!” Frank asked her in a happy mood. “Naaa… I’m not that well today,” She said  “And I will just have the same.” Gerard said.

“Gerard honey, I really need to talk to you.” Rose said standing up and walking to the corner. Gerard followed her leaving everyone accept Kim puzzled and wonder. “ Gerard I didn’t know how to tell you earlier. But, you Kim told me you really needed to know and you should know being my boyfriend.” Rose said to him. “Rose honey what’s going on? Whatever it is, we can work it out.” Gerard to her dreading that Rose might break up with him as a tear fell on his cheek. “Gerard, I’m…..I’m pregnant…” Rose manage to say. Gerard didn’t know to react. He didn’t know what to say. “Are you sure?” Gerard asked her. Making sure she was certain on this. “The test said so.” Rose told him. Gerard held her and looked deep in her eyes. “Do you want this with me? We could do this together” Gerard said to her. “But so soon?” She replied to him looking in his hazel eyes. “Yes Rose honey, I love you. We can really do this.” Gerard said to her. Then he grabbed her in a hug.

They both walked to the table holding hands and sat down. “Wanna tell them?” Gerard whispered in Rose’s ear. “Go on then” She whispered back. “Listen me and Rose have some news.” Gerard said standing up. “Well, me and Rose haven’t been together long, but I have known her long enough to fall madly in love with her and now we have some pretty good news.” Gerard said looking at Rose. “What is it then?!” Mikey said in impatience. “Me and Rose, well… we are having a baby.” Gerard said smiling and holding Rose’s hand. Everyone looked shocked but really happy for Rose and Gerard. Kim smiled at her as if to say ‘Way to go for telling him’.

The rest of the band was so happy for them. And since after everything that has gone on with Matt, They needed something good to happen to them. “But that’s just one of the things I wanted to do.” Then Gerard got onto one knee. “Will you marry me Rose Throne?” He asked smiling into her eyes. “Oh my god!” She squealed. “Well will you?” Gerard asked her. “YES YES YES!!!” Rose shouted and Gerard picked her up and held her in a hug. “Aww congrats honey!!!” Kim squealed and went to hug Rose. Rose hugged her back. “Well done honey.” She whispered in her ear as she was proud of Rose for telling him.

The next day came and Gerard made Rose some breakfast. “Rose honey!” Gerard called out to her but he heard puking noises coming from the bathroom. “Is everything okay?” He said knocking on the door. “I’m…fine honey….just….morning…” Rose only could say before she threw up in the toilet. “I made breakfast if you’re hungry” Gerard said to her though the door. “Thanks….honey.” she managed to say.

After about 5 minutes in the bathroom, Rose managed to stop puking and went to the kitchen. “Feeling better baby?” Gerard asked grabbing her into a hug. “Yeah I’m fine now, just need to eat something.” She said then Gerard got her breakfast and some coffee. Rose took small bites as she was still feeling queasy. “I forgot one more thing” Gerard said and went out the kitchen. After about 30 seconds he was back with a small box. “I didn’t really have time to get one yesterday because of the trial and stuff so I managed to get one this morning.” He said opening the box and putting the ring on Rose’s finger. “It looks perfect honey, just like you” she said looking at it then she kissed him. “Oh I’m going to the doctor today to make sure everything is okay with the pregnancy,” Rose said holding Gerard’s hand. “Will you come with me?” “Of course honey!” He told her then Rose took the empty plates to the sink ready to wash them. “Honey you don’t need to do that, I will” Gerard said to her and jumped up. “Its okay Gerard, you cooked, I will clean.” Rose told him with a smile. “Baby its okay let me. You go and get some rest.” He said to her. “Gerard I’m pregnant, not disabled.” Rose laughed out. “Okay, you’re the boss.” He joked and went and sat on the table. “Honey why are you going to the doctor?” Gerard asked her while she was washing up. “Well since what happened with the miscarriage I just want to check that everything is okay.” She told him.

After she washed everything and got ready, Rose and Gerard got in Gerard’s car and drove to the doctor’s surgery. They went inside and Gerard sat down in the waiting area. “Hello miss, can I help you?” The receptionist asked her. “Yeah, I have an appointment at 12?” Rose told her. “And what is your name?” the receptionist asked typing in her computer. “Throne, Rose.” Rose told her as the receptionist typed in everything. “Okay Miss Throne, would you like to take a seat and Dr. Green will be with you as soon as he has finished.” She said and Rose went to sit next to Gerard and held his hand. “Umm…excuse me. Can I take a picture with you Gerard?” A fan came up who was wearing a MCR black revenge shirt. “Yeah sure.” Gerard said and got up to take a picture with the little fan, “Thank you Gerard!” The fan said and ran to her parents. “   “Miss Rose Throne?” The nurse called and Rose and Gerard got up from their seats. “Dr. Green will see you now.” The nurse said then Rose and Gerard walked into the doctor’s office.

“Okay Rose what can I do for you?”  Dr. Green said to her. “Well, I’m pregnant and I just wanted to check that everything was okay with the baby.” She explained and the doctor got her to lay down for a scan. “I take it you are the father Mr. Way?” Dr. Green asked him as he was setting up the scan equipment. “Yeah I am.” Gerard told him and went to sit beside Rose. “This is going to be a little cold okay?” Dr. Green said a put the clear liquid on Rose’s stomach. Then he put the scanner on to look for the baby. “Okay, you are only 8 weeks so the foetus is still small. But if you can see that little circle there, that is your baby.” Dr. Green told them and pointed to the circle. Rose and Gerard smiled at each other. “You can get up now Miss.” Dr. Green said to Rose and she sat up putting her top down and sat up. “So is everything else okay? You’re coping with the morning sickness okay?” “Yeah thanks Doctor.” Rose told him. “Okay well, you are free to go.” The doctor said. “Oh, and Mr. Way?” “Yeah doc?” Gerard replied. “Could you sign these for my daughter? She is a big fan of yours.” The doctor asked and handed him Two My Chemical Romance cds. “Yeah sure, what’s your daughter name?” Gerard asked and got a marker to sign them. “Abigail, she will love this.” The doctor said. Gerard signed both of them and walked out the surgery with Rose and got in the car. Rose was holding the scan picture in her hand. “That’s our baby Gerard.” She said showing him the picture smiling. “I know, honey.” He said and smiled.

Frank and Kim were in the hotel room eating lunch and watching TV. “So um… you wanna be my proper girlfriend?” Frank asked shyly to Kim. “I know how cheesy this sounds and stuff but even though I haven’t known you long, I think I may be in love with you. I couldn’t stop thinking about you since the first time I met you with Gerard and…” Kim just put her finger to his mouth. “Yes. I love you too.” Kim said to him. As soon as those words came out of Kim’s mouth, Frank just collided his lips with hers. Kim took a second to realise Frank was kissing her. But then she kissed back. They must have been tongue wrestilng for 10 minutes or so then Kim got a text from Rose.

Hey Kim! How is Frank? Lol. Anyway, me and Gee are heading to Starbucks. Wanna meet up? Gee is txting Frank to see if he wants to come too.

Txt back!

Love and stuff

Rose xxx

“Wanna go then Frankie?” Kim asked. “Okay, we can tell them the good news.” Frank said. “Yeah we can can’t we babe.” Kim said before kissing Frank. “Oh, must be Gerard’s message.” Frank said with a giggle.

Sup Frank? You and Kim seemed to get along last night lol. Anyway, me and Rose are off to Starbucks. Wanna meet? Kim might be there…

Txt back

G.

“Lets quickly text them back and go.” Frank giggled out. “Okay.” Kim said while texting back Rose.

Meanwhile, Gerard and Rose were sitting in Starbucks. “I’m happy what we did last night.” Rose said smiling. “Me too honey.” Gerard smiled at her before kissing her on the lips. “That must be Kim replying to my text.” Rose said while looking at the text message.

Yeah, okay. See you there in about 20 mins?

Love and shizz

Kim xoxox

“Yep, she’s on her way.” Said Rose. “You want another coffee honey?”

“Yeah, okay babe.” Replied Gerard. “Here that should cover it.” “No I can get it honey. Its okay.” Replied Rose as she went up to the counter. “Two Lattes please.” She asked the clerk. “Okay miss that will be 9 dollars and 50 cents.” He said as Rose gave him the money.

“Here you go honey.” Rose said as she gave Gerard the coffee. “Thanks honey” Gerard muttered while drinking up his latte. “Oh, this must be Frank’s text.” Gerard said looking at his phone.

Sup G? Yeah I’m on my way. I got some good news as well…

F.

“He’s got some news for me.” He said looking a bit confused on what the news could be. “Maybe Frank and Kim got together last night.” Rose said trying to answer his confusion.

Meanwhile, Kim and Frank were walking to Starbucks since it was only a few blocks away from the hotel. “You think Gerard and Rose will be surprised about us?” Asked Frank while hugging Kim down the street. “Probably baby.” Kim said while giving Frank a kiss on his cheek.

While Frank and Kim were walking along the street, Matt spotted Kim from the bushes. “She should know where that fucking whore is!” He said to himself quietly. As Kim and Frank got closer, Matt came out of the bushes and pushed Frank hard so he fell and hit his head on the lamppost.” “FRANK!” Kim screamed in a cry and ran next to him. “Are you okay baby?”  “Yeeah..” Frank managed to get out of his mouth before he passed out. Matt didn’t care about Frank and grabbed Kim against the wall. “WHERE THE FUCK IS THAT LITTLE WHORE OF MINE?!” Matt yelled in her face. “I don’t fucking know! Now get your fucking hands off me you fucking freak!” Kim screamed back. “You whores have no respect do you?!” Matt said as he slapped Kim around her face. “Oh, and not forgetting her fucker of a boyfriend!” Matt screamed at Frank knowing that he was Gerard’s friend and band mate. “WHAT THE FUCK?!” A voice screamed out.  “Gaby! Jimmy! Call Rose!” Kim screamed out at them. “Oh, there is that other fucking whore! Wouldn’t happen to know where my whore is would ya?” Matt shouted at Gaby. “Fuck you Matt!” Gaby shouted. She quickly turned to Jimmy. “Jimmy honey. Go to Gerard and Rose, tell them what has happened. I will sort out this.” Gaby whispered as they were also going to meet Rose. Jimmy didn’t answer, he just nodded and ran straight to the Starbucks they were in.

“ROSE! GERARD! SHITSHITSHITSHIT!!” Jimmy screamed from the top of his lungs.

“Jimmy! What’s happened?! What’s going on?!” Rose said with fear and concern. “It’s that fucker Matt. He beat up Frank and he looks like he’s gonna fuck up Kim! Gaby is there now! Quickly!” Jimmy shouted while Rose and Gerard grabbed their coats and ran out to where Kim and Frank were. As soon as they got there, Rose saw what he has done not only to her best friends, but to Frank. “WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU MATT!!?!” Screamed Rose as she was close to exploding. “Oh there is my little whore! And her fucking faggot boyfriend!” Matt screamed as he went grab Rose. “GET YOUR HANDS OFF ME!” She screamed. “When are you gonna get it into your fucking head that I’m not yours! And never will be yours!” Rose said with tears in her eyes as Gerard grabbed her into a hug. “Do you like ruining my life Matt? Do you like the fact that most of the time I’m scared to even walk out my own house because you might be around the corner to rape me or beat me up?” Rose cried out. “For once in my life I am truly happy and in love. Can’t you just accept that? Or do my friends and boyfriend have to get hit for making me smile.” Rose said as she walked out of Gerard’s arms and over to where Kim and Frank was on the floor. She helped Kim off the floor. Matt obviously listened to what Rose had said for once. “Rose, honey I’m sorry.” He managed to get out of his mouth.

“Sorry?!? What exactly are you sorry for? Beating me? Putting me in hospital?!? Raping me?! Beating up my friends?! Making me run away? Well thank fuck I did run away because I am finally happy.” Rose shouted with tears in her eyes. “We need to get Frank to a hospital quick!” Gerard shouted while he held Frank up. “I’m on it honey.” Rose said as she just looked at Matt in disgust and hate and got on her phone to call an ambulance. Matt didn’t say or do anything. He just looked at Rose as she was calling the ambulance and making sure Frank was okay.

When the paramedics came to take Frank, the police was questioning Rose. “So, Miss Thorne, you didn’t see what happened, but Mr. Urine came to get you and Mr.Way to go and see what Mr. Shadows has done to Miss Jones and Mr. Iero?” The Policeman asked. “For the forth time yes!” Rose said in frustration.  “Can I go and see my boyfriend and best friend now?” “Yeah okay.” The Policeman said and Rose walked over to where Gerard, Kim, Gaby, Jimmy and Frank were. “Is Frank gonna be okay?” Rose asked as she held Gerard in a hug. “Well, he hit his head pretty hard on that lamppost. We need to take him in for some tests.” The paramedic said to Rose. “Will anyone be coming with Mr. Iero?” “I will be. I hope you don’t mind. Me and him are a couple now.” Kim said trying not to burst into tears. “Its okay Kimmy, we will follow you in the car.” Gerard said with tears in his eyes. Rose heard something and she looked over her shoulder.

“Matthew Shadows, I am arresting you on the account of assault and GBH. You have the right to remain silent. Anything you say or do at this present time will be used against you in a court of law. So you understand sir?” The policeman said to him Matt saw Rose look at him in hate and anger. “Yes I do.” He quietly said and got into the police car. Matt felt something that he had never felt before. Guilt and hate for himself.

It was pretty silent in the car. No one didn’t really wanna talk. “Want me to call the rest of the band honey? Let them know what’s going on.” Rose said breaking the silence. “Yeah... umm… take my phone, all their numbers are in there.” Gerard said stressfully. Rose just got on the phone and called Ray.

“Hello, Ray?”

“Yeah, who is this? And how come you’re calling from Gerard’s cell?”

“Its Rose listen, you need to drive to the New Cross Hospital.”

 “Why? Is Gerard okay?”

“Yeah he’s fine its Frank. Matt pushed him making him hit his head on a lamppost. Can you tell Mikey and Bob?”

“Yeah okay, we are on our way. Who is Matt?”

“My ex. I will explain everything when we get there just please come quickly.”

“Okay, see you there”

Then the conversation ended.

When they got to the hospital, they saw Frank laying in the room with tubes hanging out his arms and a big bandage around his head. “So is he gonna be okay?” Gerard asked desperately. “Well, he needs further tests but from the head scan and CT scan, he has broken his skull.” The nurse said who was looking after Frank. “Is that bad?” Kim asked trying not to burst into tears. “In Mr. Iero’s case, we haven’t noticed any brain damage but he does have a concussion. But we have given him some morphine and he will need to stay with us for a couple of days. Just to make sure he heals well and we do need to take some further tests. Just to keep him stable and make sure there is no further or permanent damage.” The doctor who had just walked in and replied. “I take it you are who he was with during the accident?” The doctor asked looking at Kim. “I’m his girlfriend. And I was with him” Kim said in distress. “And I’m his best friend.” Gerard said. “Well I’m Doctor Johnson, Frank’s doctor.” Dr. Johnson said introducing himself. “Gerard!” Mikey and Ray shouted. “We came as soon as Rose called. Is he gonna be okay?” Bob asked with concern. “Yeah, he just needs to stay with the docs for a couple of days.” Gerard explained to the guys. “We are gonna need to cancel a couple of shows though. We can’t leave without Frank.” “Umm… yeah okay.” Mikey said even though he didn’t want to cancel. It was the only chance for him to see his girlfriend.

(Authors note: I didn’t mean to write M. Shadows as the violent crazy ex. I actually fucking love him and A7x.  So don’t come to my house and kill me please!)

It got late in the evening and Kim, Mikey, Ray, Bob, Rose and Gerard sat by Frank’s bed. Gaby and Jimmy had to head off home since they were leaving to tour early in the morning. “This is all my fault…” Rose said before bursting into tears. “Honey, you stop that right now.” Gerard said grabbing Rose into a warm loving hug. “None of this is your fault. You’re not the one who told him to hit you or force you to run away. You’re not the one who got Matt to start this shit so baby don’t blame this all on you okay?” Gerard said in his soothing voice while hugging Rose deeply to know that he loves her. Rose hugged in back tightly. She understood what Gerard said and tried not to blame this on herself.

“Whaat? What’s happened? Where am I?” Frank said in a pale voice as he was waking up. “Frankie honey? Its me Kim. You got pushed and you hit your head. You’re in hospital baby.” Kim babbled out as she held Frank’s hand. “Kimmy!” Frank muttered out enthusiastically as he stroked Kim’s arm. “Frank, how are you feeling?” Rose asked with concern and happiness. “Okay, my head hurts a little.” Frank said palely and quietly.

 “So who is this Matt guy then?” Ray asked with concern. “Okay I need to tell all you guys something.” Rose said as she took a deep breath. “Three years ago, I was with my ex boyfriend Matt. I was happy for a while, well, at least I thought I was. The first couple of months we were together, he treated me like his princess. He kept on saying he loved me and he would do anything for me. I was foolish enough to believe him. I thought I loved him for a while. Then after about 2 months of his sweet talk and what I thought was love, He asked me to move in with him. I though we were moving too fast at first but he persuaded me. About 3 months later, I came home late from Kim’s birthday party. Matt thought I was with some other guy and he started to hit me for coming home late.”

Rose paused for a few seconds because tears came to here eyes. Gerard comforted Rose. Rose held his hand, took a breath and continued.

“The hits got worse and I tried to tell my mom but Matt just kept charming her and buying her things to let her know me and him were happy. He put me in hospital once for not cooking his dinner. Then if I didn’t want to have sex with him, he would rape me. Once he got me pregnant. I didn’t want it but he threaten me and said if I had an abortion, he would do worse than just hit me. 3 months down the line I was then he kicked me in the stomach. Then I had a really bad miscarriage. Two years I was with him. Kim and Gaby have always warned me about Matt and I didn’t listen. I was stupid. After two years of him beating me and doing all this shit to me, I packed my things while he was out drinking and probably screwing some whore, and I left. I tried to find a plane to get me the furthest away from London. Then I found the plane heading to New York so I jumped on it. I bought a little house Manhattan and I found some roommates to help me pay for it. 3 months later, Gaby and Kim moved down here. I was happy. But I was still scared. But 7 months later I found happiness and love.”

Rose stopped, looked at Gerard and smiled. “Then Matt obviously found you and tried to get you back?” Ray said trying to figure if he was right. “Yeah, Gerard remember the supermarket? When you punched him?” Rose asked knowing he remembered. “Yeah” Gerard said. “Then he called me and told me he hadn’t finished with me. Then he got hold of Kim and Frank.” She said bursting into tears. “Hey honey its okay. None of this is your fault.” Gerard said holding Rose in his arms. “Rose it’s that fucker’s fault. Don’t make him believe that everything that happens to do with him is your fault.” Frank managed to say. “Well, he’s locked up now. No need to worry about him till the trial.” Kim said turning to Rose. “Yeah, I guess.” She said quietly.